Date: August 9th, 2008
Category: Idle Connection
The devilish mind beckons. What else do I wish for? A day that had to be celebrated with the Creator and the Mother is long over. I am yet to see the Creator, and my mom left me seven years back. I will never see her again.
So, I fall back for my other instinct of life – you all know what an idle mind is famous for!!
I was always shown role-models, but never aspired to be one. None ever asked anyone to follow me in life.
Devils don’t have followers, they have believers. That’s what I think.
Idolizing is good for gods and god-like mentors, godfathers and guides. Ever heard of a devil idol? Well then, here’s someone who wishes to be one.
My profile is up here since the last eighteen months. And most know how tricky I am. And how messy, and chaotic my feelings are. I am in the running for the champion of champions … as a devil of course. And the contest in question is – ibibo idol.
Do praise me for my efforts to idolize the dark, dingy and discreet dimensions of life. At least try to … for once, else your life may well not see the light of its own!
I am in Love
That I always was! Even if none cares, isn’t my fault anyways. The earliest this happened, I was in eighth grade. Now you may frown, and yes, I was ripe enough to caress my romantic feelings.
And this lady teacher was a good looking lady in her early twenties. Beware, she wasn’t married either. A perfect partner fit for this passionate purpose.
Perhaps just the spark was missing.
Do romantics need a spark? It is always there, and will be there. As long as this body and soul have life, can love be far behind?
This lady teacher came to become the class-teacher of first grade. I felt proud, not because she was the youngest teacher in the school, but it was something else. I counted the age difference between us … it was well less than ten.
I said, Wow!!
To this day, I remember the way I made it to watch her taking a class. In fact, this idle mind was the smartest student in her general knowledge class. Most important, she praised me a lot. Not for my looks, but the attention that I gave to my studies in her class.
You could be in my school those days … and find me helping her in managing her class after hours.
Very soon, I was seen walking back from school with her … deep in discussions. In other times, may be, presenting her with a self-made painting or a craft work that she admired. Straight from heart!
She was present whenever I participated in any sports or cultural event. A sure source of motivation, a pat on my back was what I least expected. But she always obliged.
The touch felt so sweet … something I never experienced since.
I left my school after the ninth grade … and no wonder a few months later I was informed that she has decided to … go the family way. Yes, she got married after I left the school.
Though she never invited me for her wedding, yet a letter came from her just after she reached her in-laws in Jaipur. The content was very touching and personal, dare I say that!
To this day, I cherish this relation. Now, you call this a simple ‘crush’?
Oh God, forgive them for they know not what they say!
If you have reached till this line (by mistake), do not hesitate to rate me here.
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You are the untiled IBIBO IDOL already..and wishing get the title soon……..your crush was quit interesting….may i missed such things….never went through this possible option.hahahahhaha
August 9th, 2008 at 5:32 pm
woo idle mind..your mind was full of activity even from ur 8th grade…;)…"And most know how tricky I am. And how messy, and chaotic my feelings are. I am in the running for the champion of champions …as a devil of course " ..hahaha…idle min
August 9th, 2008 at 5:41 pm
I could see a spark of romance when i went through your blog. You are romantic towards your writing and you gave me an opportunity to know about your simple crush and the feelings it gifted to your soul. The sincerity by which you approached love, may b
August 9th, 2008 at 6:04 pm
U have a very kind heart, Idle. And the women who are idolized by such men must surely have quite a lot of merit. Wish u a long merry life ahead (9th august)
August 9th, 2008 at 7:58 pm
You must have written very many brilliant pages, of course many will still evolve from your intellect mind…but this is one elusive page which always will stand apart…Superb Conception…..Perfect T E N
August 9th, 2008 at 8:34 pm
Great effort.
August 9th, 2008 at 8:52 pm
Thanks for your participation. I had added your link to my post. Good Luck.
August 10th, 2008 at 3:22 am
Yes, probably this type of one post I wanted from you that day! The magical sweet vapors of your sweetest past memories animated mildly with a mystic and magical way here with the touch of your magic wand! Hats off friend!………Sun!
August 10th, 2008 at 4:14 am
NO COMMENT………ONLY SMILE……..!!!!!!!!!!!QUIET SWEET,INTERESTING……….
August 10th, 2008 at 5:01 am
Is working again your devilish mind ?…. eheheheh…of course, the new untitle IBIBO IDOL…!!! Superb…..
August 10th, 2008 at 7:25 am
Very brave,for very few people have the guts to reveal their past. How innocent!
August 10th, 2008 at 12:20 pm
purani yaaden bhi man ko ek tarah ka sukoon deti hai!…fir yaaden chaahe khatti ho yaa mithhi ho….!
August 10th, 2008 at 1:19 pm
Ek choti si Love Story??? Why does it happens with most of the boys??? The difference between me and you is that I liked many. he he he.
August 10th, 2008 at 5:37 pm
nah..this is more that just a school boy crush (reminded me of the song "school boy crush" by cliff richard…heard it? ). Some memories and feelings remain deeply etched in the mind, even in an idle mind
!!! Yes, devils have believers and i
August 10th, 2008 at 7:36 pm
yes sir… im done wid ma new post shal post it by 2am or so… im in a hurry now so gtg..
until den do ve a nice day..tc
August 10th, 2008 at 7:48 pm
why is it so that in school the first attraction for most boys is their teacher…..? there are girls tooo in the class…. only boys ccan give the explanation for this….he heee…
i liked the intro…
August 10th, 2008 at 11:32 pm
Only proves again that boys are basically naive! And they never grow up! As for idolising devils if the brand is like the one we know in ibibo- a mind calling itself idle when it is the opposite- we shall happily do!
August 11th, 2008 at 9:34 am
haha..god forgive me, but it is a lovey-crush…ok? still, can’t be easily forgotten for sure…and from idle to idol, easiest transformation, just change & interchange a letter!! So you have a good chance..
August 11th, 2008 at 2:27 pm
First crush, First love, First touch and all the fabulous sensations elicited - perfectly penned down. And Hero!! that’s a fantastic snap or ’still’ i wud say.
August 11th, 2008 at 5:03 pm
You are already my Ibibo Idol. This is out and out a romantic post. All school love stories (Crush) ends like this only, I had my first crush when I was in grade II, and started writing my name as loveramesh and still practicing the same. Some experiences
August 11th, 2008 at 5:42 pm
This is in true Idle style of course!!!
August 11th, 2008 at 7:43 pm
Strange that female teachers are incidentally the first crush of many young adolescent students. While you excelled in her class I used to put on the weak student act to get attention!! I will definitely idolise this devilish act!!
August 11th, 2008 at 8:56 pm
i think women are more complex than men but you confuse me….or is it just our perception… all are living beings with different thoughts…
August 11th, 2008 at 11:54 pm
A gr8 style u got!
i admire that! Nice write up about the 1st crush! 
and all those hardwork to be frds with her to get her attention! wonderfully descripted! 
its not a crush!a beautiful unnamed relation! 
will rate u in mridul’s..
August 12th, 2008 at 9:32 am
Thanx Idle , for the generous words. Like your "positive spirit (advise on not to use the word hopeless
) . But the fact remains, one is said to "fall" "hopelessly " in love, maybe because it has the ability to hurt ? Like any
August 12th, 2008 at 10:31 am
ODDBHOOT! idle mind er pokk-khei sombhov! loved it!
August 12th, 2008 at 12:08 pm
woww… memories of school r really sugar coated….
luvd it..!!
August 12th, 2008 at 12:37 pm
Sounds much more romantic and poetic to rise than to fall in love, but I doubt we can change the idiom. Time to revise our dictionaries , i guess. Irritants have posed as a greater threat because of the attention and importance given to them.Ignoring and
August 12th, 2008 at 7:42 pm
Heyy IdleMind…u know wht…i hv read ur post 4 d 1st time…and i hv noticed dat d language u used is very attractive and hv a spcl importance in itself….and yes d same fact happens wid me too….nyways nice post…keep it up…
and…yes….thanx 4
August 13th, 2008 at 3:42 pm
Hahaha so u counted the age difference ,y so????Its really a mushy puppy love story…hmm could even get the pink strawberry flavour out of it…lovely
August 13th, 2008 at 8:14 pm
our gnrtn 2day lacks an idol ..
in da mad-hap process of makin any dick an idol ..
by da ongoing media slur or wat u may call it ..
i sadly put forth i dont hav an idol ..
but happy, i am ..
chalo ibibo par koi to mila
hats off
August 13th, 2008 at 11:41 pm
dada you are invincible, down the memory lane you have narrated really beautifully. Sorry for not visiting you regularly due to some compulsion. But any way waiting eagerly to hear some thing about the 15th aug’ ibibo blogers meet at kolkatta
August 14th, 2008 at 4:04 pm
Dada, All set for tomorrow’s MEET? Happy Independence Day! Take Care & Cheers.
August 14th, 2008 at 5:23 pm
interesting and the most romantic one from ur side..and obviously in ur best of best style of expressing the thoughts ….enjoyed the read..all the best for the title..but u already an ibibo idol..HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY ..ENJOY UR BLOGGERS MEET AND DO LET
August 14th, 2008 at 11:15 pm
I was suspecting,but today with independence come to know your heart!My fond!Loved your feelings!
August 15th, 2008 at 7:45 am
Got to know another colour of your personality. It was also very pretty.
August 15th, 2008 at 10:04 am
I reached till the last line, not by mistake but to vote,rate and state that you’re the deserving one to wear the crown IBIBOIDOL.
cheers to you and greetings for the ID
August 15th, 2008 at 2:43 pm
Happy..Rakshabhandan to u…….
August 16th, 2008 at 11:51 am
Given my semi-dissociation with ibibo, I have no idea what an ‘ibibo idol’ is. But that is immaterial. What’s important, at least in the first part of this post, is the photograph. I am afraid I don’t see the slightest trace of Milton’s banished archangel
August 22nd, 2008 at 11:12 am
Wrong friend, wrong, wrong, wrong! I didn’t fall for "a" classmate. I fell for millions of classmates and they all kicked me in the a**!! Boy, was that painful! No wonder I often resemble a cat hit by a half-brick and waiting for another. (This
August 22nd, 2008 at 12:50 pm
Sir, I had been away and missed the Ibibo Idol bit. But, why deny it ? If there is anybody suitable for it he/she cannot be more suitable than you.You are here,there,everywhere at the Ibibo pages.I just logged on to your pages when I saw your comment at Y
August 30th, 2008 at 7:07 pm
To my surprise
i now(after reading ur post) realise that love i of a higher level than wanting and looking for.
i always believed that separate destiniesy can not have a pleasant end
but to the contradiry your example clearly proves that the joy of falling can be all one needs rather than craving for eternal bond.
I also appreciate you for potraying the innocent mind of a pre teen
(which is rare these days)
i will be seeking a reply from you
September 28th, 2008 at 6:10 pm
Nice site you have
October 24th, 2008 at 4:16 am