Life is not a bed of rose. After lots of effort to live happy, live with smile, face all problems with a smile and take all problems as a challenge I can’t handle all these and I depressed. I tried to live happily but I loose with my problems, problems defeat me.
I’m a positive thinking person and think positive in any condition but now-a-days I’m feeling boring, and all things are going bad for me. Everywhere I feeling bad like at office, at home, in tuitions. Even all relations giving me tension, my girlfriends, my sisters, my brothers, my friends everyone betrayals with me. I got positive thinking from my Great DAD, so I tried to think positive but his time problems are bigger than my mind power, and no one available to help me. How and why I believe in relation, no body help me, even they broke there promises too. I’m a very emotional person that’s why I believe everyone and I think this is my biggest negative point.
I think big, I dreaming big my aim, my goals are bigger but I’m not able to fulfill and achieve my dream and aim coz those persons whom, I have believe and I suppose that they help me, all not support me. I want some money to invest in Share Market but all my friends are betrayals, they didn’t give me money. But I don’t mind it coz money is the most dangerous thing in this world but after promise they didn’t give me. If they don’t believe on me then why they promises me. Even a person didn’t return back my money whose I gave him in night at 12 am and he promises to return it within 3-4 days but it was 3-4 months he didn’t return back to me. I asked him for it, but he make some excuses each time and promises to return it tomorrow. But all we know that tomorrow never come.
May be my time is not going well, but in Hindi there was a proverb that “every dog has a time”. I wait and tried for my better time, I completely depress and loose my faith in relation. Even my own relation didn’t support me, how I says/song this line “Apne to Apne hote hain bakki sab Sapne hote hain”.
I have only one (no two) thing now that is believe, believe on ‘MY SELF’ and believe on ‘GOD’. I believe that my God and my Dad looking me and they will help me to face all problems and they gives me power of positive thinking.
